I still feel rather guilty about Michael and Lily's night in jail. But then again, maybe it was just what he needed since Michael has done a complete back-flip and is the sweetest he has been in years.If you ask me, I think roughing it out for a night in prison did him a world of good. Just don't tell anyone I said so, I'd deny it.Or, so I thought.I have no plans to return to my apartment and am hoping to find another one as soon as I can. In the meantime, it's Daniel, Lucy and I, all under one damn roof. That's right, I have a feeling Lucy will be staying over a lot more after Daniel invited her to spend my first night at his place; the first night I am to spend under that same freaking roof. I am irritated by that. Somehow, neither of us trust ourselves to be alone with each other.Whatever. I want to respect Daniel's feelings and I truly do want him to find his joy, but, I too want bliss and happiness and all such things. I know. I realized it too late, and yes, I missed my chance.
