I decided to write this book about the testimony of my life. At the age of 5 I was raped, molested and abused by my step father, and this continued for the next 11 years. Although I tried many different avenues to help heal the physical and mental scars it had left behind the only option i thought would satisfy me at the time was to murder my step dad. Through many days and sleepless nights I plotted taking out my revenge. Ultimately seeing if I carried this out it would take me away from my children. This led me to see a psychiatrist. After going to a psychiatrist for over a year the options that were given to me was, I should be a prostitute, strung out on drugs or dead. Not the best options I must admit.The world had given me many answers to many statistics. I tried them all. In the end I was wanting more than an answer. I was wanting a peace. There was only one way I was going to get it. This book will take you on that the journey with me.
